I want a lot of things in life. 

I want a man that can stay loyal and treat me as I should be treated. 

I want a friend who sticks up for me and trusts me with any situation. 

I want a parent that wonders if ill get better, rather than yell. 

I want a career that'll take me far from where I'm at here. 

I want a home that I make on my own. And build on my own. 

I want freedom. 

I want to be happy. 

I want to be surrounded by people that care. But I want that when I'm alive. 

Because i feel like ill only get that type of care when I'm dead. 

Dead. As a doorknob. 

That's when they'll care. 

& that's when they'll listen.